a story…..
She was sitting alone in her messy room, full with books and notes on her bed
She suddenly saw the ‘book’ on her table
her hand was shaking and her heart beat very fast.
she almost cannot breath.
she opened the last page that she had read almost more than one month ago.
she read the first sentence.
she was feeling like crying
she stopped her reading awhile to take a deep breath
she continued her reading
first page finally finished.
she read the meanings.
she was touched.
she realized how she was too far from Him
she almost forget that she is a slave that has lots of responsibilities towards her Master
she almost forget to pray hardly for her future and for her happiness in this world and the ‘end day’.
she almost forget that she will die one day and she is still not ready to face Him.
she almost forget that He is the ONLY one that will give her everything that she wants
she almost set her priority on books, works, and schools more than her Lord
she almost forget that she MUST believe in Him in everything
she almost forget to believe in Qada’ and Qadar
she almost forget…
*Ya Allah, kuatkanlah diri ini dan lindungilah aku dari hasutan Syaitan yang sememangnya boleh melalaikan aku dari terus mencari sinar hidayahMu yang aku rasa semakin jauh dariku…
Magical Realism 